While searching Monster today I saw a listing for "the" real estate company that I would like to work for. It was a link to a test to take that would tell you if you match the "4 Core Capacities" of their top performing agents. Guess who doesn't match, me that's who.
As I read through my results I thought "that's right" and "yeah that's me" to these types of statements:
- Understanding and compassion are central to your life strategy.
- You strive to cause people and things to function well together.
- Seeing potential and opportunity is a primary talent.
- Strategic thinking is your forte.
- You can always see another way to put things together.
- You have wit and creativity in your thinking.
- Understanding others and working with them is a key asset of yours.
Even before I found this test today I was feeling out of sorts, and yes hormonal, but overall unsettled. What if this is the wrong path? What should I be doing? What do I really want to do? I'm really feeling so lost right now. So unguided and directionless.
When I got back home from my trip to MN and TX I was feeling fantastic but now the high has faded. I'm feeling scared and confused. I can't keep being unemployed, financially, or realistically. I want to be around people again. I want to be productive again. I want to...something again but what?
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Oh man, I'm sorry about that test. Do you know anyone who works for that company that you can talk to and find out about the real company culture?
Whenever I feel in a rut job-wise, I like to make a list of things I like to do and things I'm good at doing (not always the same thing) and try to figure out where I can work that allows me to do those things I'm good at AND like to do.
[hugs]
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